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“Are not even servants in my father’s house eating to their fill, and here I am scavenging with pigs to feed myself? I will go back to my Father….” (Luke 15:17-18)
Three years ago, I left an employment of fifteen + years to be self employed. I figured that with the flexible nature of self employment, I’d have more time to do the things I really want to do, not just the ones I have to do.
Like most things in our lives, that phase did not go as planned/hoped and I found myself very hard pressed even sometimes incapable of putting food on the table for myself and my family. I wish that I can say like some Christian friends that they trusted God entirely and somehow God always provided – but I can’t. Sometimes I had to ask for help from friends. It was a tough two years until sometime earlier this year when I got an 8 – 5 job.
That period, though very trying , had lots of lessons I feel could not have been learnt any other way, but by experience. One of the lessons I learnt, and still learning is to look up to God for my needs, trusting Him to determine the means through which these needs would be met. The means ranged from unsolicited gifts from friends and family , short term work, and sometimes remembering sources long forgotten like some stocks.
By the time my current job came, it was a welcome relief from the anxiety of not knowing where the next meal will come from. A couple of months down the line, I am starting to be conscious of the risk of losing something very precious acquired during that phase of our lives, dependence on God.
…be careful that you do not forget the Lord, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery. (Deut 6:12)
Like any other place of work, my job has its own kind of challenges, but for us believers, we must be careful not to let our jobs become our source, such that our faith is no longer entirely on God, but shifts to the job.
The question then becomes, “how do I keep my trust in God for my upkeep/provision while I have a guaranteed income?” This is a question I am still grappling with, to which I think we can find some help from the scriptures.
“…., but seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you…(Matt 6:33)”
There is a time I thought that our relationship with God helps us succeed in life in a worldly sense, health, wealth, power, etc, but I have come to appreciate that well apprehended, a relationship with God detaches us from the things of this life, leaving it to Him to add them to us as He deems necessary; “He knows that we need them,”
Beloved, let us keep our trust and hope entirely in the Lord, not in things, even the ones He has given us; for, in Christ, the Father has given us all we need for life and godliness.
“Blessed are those whose help is the God of Jacob, whose hope is in the Lord their God.”(Ps 146:5)
Love in Him,
Patrick
Brooks said:
Love this very real, personal and thought-provoking, insightful article. Thanks once again for great sharing.
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Patrick Maina said:
Hi Brooks,
Thank you for your kind comment. You have been part of our journey and we thank God for your part.
Blessings to you and Roger.
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errollmulder said:
Those lessons stay for a life-time if we remain humble, which I know you will, by the grace of the Lord. Thanks for your honesty bro Patrick.
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Patrick Maina said:
Very well said bro Errol, by His grace and by His grace alone, it is sufficient.
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donnaleebatty said:
Amen Patrick, Christ is All. He is our abundant storehouse!
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Patrick Maina said:
I like the way you put it, “abundant storehouse”. It brings to mind Jesus’ word, “I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly.” (John 10:10).
Thank you for your comment, Donnna.
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donnaleebatty said:
Awesome stuff Patrick 👍🏼
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Norbert said:
Hey Patrick,
Yesterday, I had fellowship with some brethren(by the way we finally begun a fellowship, this was our third one) and we were discussing the same question, how to keep from trusting our Jobs and see God as our source. I know it’s so relieving to know that you can now provide for one’s family when you get a job, especially if you have stayed that long without one. But the question turns from how to trust God for ones need to one of how not to put my trust in my job.
Guess you have put it rightly. Putting the kingdom of God first, will help us understand that the purpose for that job is to establish the kingdom of God in that place of work and it’s not necessary for the salary. At the same time we come to realize that whatever we have belongs to him and we are just stewards entrusted with managing the kingdom resources.
May God give us the wisdom and discernment to appropriate the kingdom resources as the King would want us to.
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Patrick said:
Hi Nobert,
Thank you for taking time to read and comment. It is not coincidence that you were discussing the same topic I was reflecting on – I believe the Spirit must be communicating to us something in line with sufficiency of God’s supply at all times. He is at work in us to bring us to a place that we can witness with Paul;
” Not that I speak in regard to need, for I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content: I know how to be abased, and I know how to abound. Everywhere and in all things I have learned both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. I can do all things through Christ[a] who strengthens me.” Phil 4:11-13.
Yes, indeed, “May God grant us wisdom and discernment to appropriate the resources entrusted to us. ”
On the issue of starting a fellowship on your end of the city, that is like music to my ears – you and I know how we have longed for Christ centered gatherings in Nairobi, and as we begin to see it happen ‘can only praise His Name. I hope to get opportunity soon to visit.
Greet the brethren and pass our love to them.
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